lemme ask you guys something.
have you tried Sex On Da Beach?
well i did.
ask me if how was it?
its Taste Bitter. DAMN.
haha are you thinking anyohow? think straight. lol. well. chilled over at eski bar with serene and keli. had a small yet simple celebration for serene dearest. i hope you had a great time. i know you feel so damn loved. hahas. coz i love you mah! hahas.
she was so touched and she gave me a kiss on mua cheek. hehe. and so i give her a kiss in return. lol. if i were to be a crooked. i would have snatch you away from AHEM. LOL. okie im just kidding. it will never happen. hahas.
i was in the rush to get a cake for serene. and i couldnt find any cake shop that has a looking good and tastes great kinda cake. my preference of cake is something like from HANS or SWENSENS or SECRET RECIPE. well now you guys know what kinda cake i would like for my own birthday. LOL.
but i COULDNT SEE any please. so i dropped by POLAR the cake shop to get her a brownie cake. was late to meeting her and she COMPLAINED AND COMPLAINED AND COMPLAINED. saying she waited from DAYLIGHT TO NIGHTIME. i was like HANNAH. SHEEEEEHH... hahas
we chatted and chatted and the keli said something. if im not wrong it was: your someone ur boyfriend couldnt control. someone insensitive to your guy. someone lagi LAG. lol. and added: if i do not know you and from my first impression, your someone people will play with. someone people think you are a wild girl. not till they gotta know you. so it also mean that: dont just judge a book by its COVER. so people, know the inside of me in jessie. lol. and serene said: the trend now is for girls to go after guys. not guys coming after girls. dont be too traditional. and also added: dont have to wait till your guy and you are really together den be willing to let him know how much you love him. just say it. and continue adding: not everyone is good, dont think everyone is good. and said i cant protect myself. and ETC ETC ETC. AIYO! i think i needa do a bigger change in myself. i shall head for a character operation if theres any. LOL! overall, we just exchanged our views about each other. hahas.
oh yes. now lemme complain. AHHHH! theres someone. nice in someway or another. or just BEING TOO NICE? or what i dont know lar. couldnt take it lar. i dislike guys coming to say ;oh sweetie. your too sweet and its so hard for me to stop blah blah. and please dont sleep too much if not will grow fat and the feeling wouldnt be there anymore. and ill die eventhough ive seen you not too long ago but i am missing you already and said not to bother about him coz he is crazie. and loadsa rubbish lar. and ofcoz i know he is crazie so i din even bother to reply.he dont feel it man. and etc i dont remember lar. OMG. dont come and give all these shit to me man. i wouldnt feel: oh my GOD. this guy is SOO DAMN sweet so lovely. so nice! coz i feel its a total rubbish lar!..! HAIYO!!!!
haha and i thought: maybe some guy whom i gotta know for a long time, coming after me saying: jess i got smth to tell you, i really like you and i hope that we could be tgt. and buy me flowers and bring me to some bar to enjoy wine or enjoy a nice dinner over at some romantic places. ill prolly just jump on that guy and say I LIKE YOU TOO! HAHAHAHAHHAHA! okie. im jus talking shit coz that particular someone MUST BE SOMEONE THAT I CAN FEEL DIFFERENT ABOUT! well different in a positive way i mean. haha and now theres PRACTICALLY NOBODY! LOL. maybe serenes too blissfully blessed till im so damn jealous. hahas. serene could actually say: i love you dear to ahem. and come to think of this -iloveyou-word. ive not said to all that ive dated so far. LOL i think ive liked but not loved. haha! but i could say this -iloveyou- word to ALL OF MY GIRLFRIENDS and i really mean it can! OH GOD. am i CROOKED? hahas
okie and if you are thinking WHY i am talking about this. coz im chatting with janesis about relationship now. haha! actually relationship is a crazie thing to me. hahas. so much of confusions and complicated feelings and so many pros and cons about it and seeing people crying and complaining about the other party just made me feel so negative about it. esp dating those NS man. its really tough. my new criteria. ill die die never date NS MENS. lol im just talking shit. -what if the particular ns man can give me a feeling of wanting to jump on him? haha-
okie thats all the rubbish im thinking. hahas. and here are the pictures taken today. and I REALLY LOVE ESKIS PINKY JACKET!
dah man.
HEY SEXY LADY!
and mua
we twa.
see. i told you she gave me a kiss.
my return kiss for her. please do do be honoured darling.
i dont know why that we kept on taking pictures of the same post and etc. but we still TAKE LOR. hahas.
she thinks this ZARA top is nice. i think its damn gay for her to wear it. hahas.
see i really love her.
hehe. guess which is mine? i had Sex On Da Beach. rene had Lychee Martini while keli had Tequila Sunrise. Sex On Da Beach taste terrible to me. hahas. its like taking in medicine?
my hair is getting longer right? haha! ill not cut it short anymore. hahas.
i act jap jap. hahas
shot 1
shot 2
shot 3
rene and i think she look good in this color. and she thinks its damn GAYISH!. hahas.
eh. she think she got the attitude i dont have? hahas. lemme show u mine!
unglam side of me. hahas.
lemme introduce you to :-from left to right- tequila sunrise then lychee martini then to sex on da beach.
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY DEAR!
may all ur wishes come true in Jesus NAME! aMEN AMEN!
